Depression Cripples;

Where for art thou, oh loyal readers?

I’ve been gone for far too long, it seems I’ve been sent off to the looney bin again. Oh what a joyous day!
Not. I feel even worse now than before I went in. Today I was supposed to go back to school, my plan was to start getting back onto a normal schedule. Not just school, but my entire life. Anybody with Major Depressive Disorder can understand how hard something so small as scraping yourself out of bed to shower, take your medicine, and eat, ends up feeling like you’re climbing Mount Everest. Anyways, rather than going to school, I ended up in the hospital (the regular one this time). It seems that my body has decided to give up again. Believe me, I’m right there with it. My body is severely infected and I cant get my meds until Monday. WAY TO GO shitty American healthcare system.

I’ve missed this, I miss posting here, I miss my followers, the friends I’ve made. Expect posts on a regular basis again guys. I’m not quite sure what days I’m going to do (I haven’t quite gotten that far yet) BUT IM GETTIN’ THERE.

4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. revgerry
    Jan 31, 2015 @ 18:03:53

    I’m sorry – I hope this all passes soon. One thing about depression – as unrelenting as it seems when we are in the fog – we do seem to cycle in and out. So here’s to a sunny day – even a sunny afternoon – soon. hugs, gerry

    Reply

  2. Queen Bree
    Jan 30, 2015 @ 19:10:47

    I feel your pain. I recently had a major depressive episode to the point of wanting to kill myself, which was caused from me running out of my medication and not being able to get them for a few a days. It’s good to see you posting again. I saw my therapist earlier in the month and one of his “home remedies” to get me out of my funk was to keep a journal or a blog. So keep posting. Even if it’s more for yourself than anyone else. 🙂

    Reply

Let Me Know Whatcha Think(:

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: